Sunday, March 13, 2016

Lost my drive and motivation

Hello All, Feeling kind of lost lately. I was somewhat of a gym rat all throughout 2015 and then when I reached my goal weight, it’s like I no longer cared or had that motivation to go. Also I got engaged and got a better job where I sit most of my day in an office. So walking/exercising isn’t a part of my daily routine anymore when I used to work in retail.

Obviously my weight is not an issue to my fiancé, and I feel the same about her, however looking at myself through my perspective, I can’t help but feel disappointed. When I look at things logically, my life has become more productive than it was a year ago when I partied all the time and only cared about how I looked. Mentally I am in a better place and healthier, but it makes me think, was all that gym time driven by my low self esteem and emotional instability? Honestly I think it was.

Wondering about your guys’ input or if anyone else can understand or been where I am right now. Just trying to find motivation again.

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