I'm really at a low spot. Unlike so many of you here, I'm no young thing. Mid fifties and fat is tough. But, for three months I have been using MFP, counting calories and paying attention. And 27 pounds have come off! I was so happy and excited. Until I was working on a new hairstyle and used a mirror to see the side of my face and BOOM! There it was. An view of me that I'm not at all familiar with so there was no denying how heavy I still am and how far I have to go. I guess I had myself convince I was pretty close. On top of that I am horrified by the grotesqueness of my neck and not sure losing weight is even going to make a difference there. I'm having to reevaluate my goal weight as I can see now that I am not 30 pounds from my goal but more like 50. It's like I see myself so clearly now and it makes me so sad. And disgusted. I'm definitely not giving up and have actually really gotten back on track, but the sadness is just really getting to me.
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